7:22 am
cant sleep
out of touch
out of hope
out of everything
pushed, a little too much
the birds are mocking me
wonder if she is…
wonder if she thinks…
wonder if it’s a fleeting thought
random thoughts
none of this means anything
but every line
means everything
to someone
so many nights
in this bed
can’t stay here alone
have to get out
but what if she comes back
while I’m gone
7:24 am
nothing has changed
none of this helps
slowly losing everything
while at the same time
getting it all
for the first time
just give up
when I know it’s a lost cause
because it might not be
what if I give up
and she comes back
while i’m gone.
11.11.09
November 11, 2009, 3:39pm
